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Lonesome Cyborg Gurlz
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I have a lots of thought today...
Yesterday was my first official interview and i have some slight feeling of being lost. The place is really isolated with no landmark that i could used to find my way but lucky i have my iphone and 'six sense' to led me to the desination...and finally i found it but i'm sweating like nobody business...
Before i went for it,there were people around me ask me not to go due to the salary and location... but in the end, i still turn up as i really want to try to see whether is it the one that i'm looking for...
After everything has ended, it just giving me a feeling that they are just trying to bully and take advantages on fresh grad student; seem like the employee shld do everything like a slave because they pay us even we try to compromise... I would definitely have to give up in the thing that i want to do for the time being if i join...
SO... No, Thanks! I'm just greedy;i want both- just like the decision that Troy in high school musical made...
He said: 'I chosen basketball but I also chosen theater.'
Quote for today:
" Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game " =)
Lies give the deepest cut @ [2:57 AM]
I'm thirsty, hungry, tired and sleepy now.. How much I could wish to have someone beside to lend me a shoulder...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [1:44 PM]
This is my last doing it; I would try to find any reason try to convience myself to do it...
I seriously 'like' this kind of feeling...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [4:18 PM]
Lies give the deepest cut @ [12:15 AM]
This quote really meaningful....
There are a lots of thing that i want to share but i have no idea where to start...
This is my first post after turning 21... That day was great though there was fly in the ointment during the process... Nevertheless, i really appreciated what my mum have done.
I really what to say: THANK YOU, MUMMY! I LOVE YOU... (which something i could not said to you face to face)
For the past few weeks, there were people kept mentioning what they have achieved over the past 10 years and this made me begin to think what have i achieve for the past 10 or even 21 years that really make me proud of myself?
Ans: Nothing...
I really...
want to chase my dream
want to live my life to the fullest with no regret
want to achieve on thing that i want
want to seek my own happiness and adventurous
I want, i want, i want.. there are really a lot of thing i want...
But the next question to my mind is how?
"Throughout the centuries there were men who took first steps, down new roads, armed with nothing but their own vision."
-Any Rand
I felt guilty and bad today... once again, i take things for granted...
I really hate myslf begin like that...
Hated it...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [10:58 PM]
There's time for tears,
a time for laughter,
a time for joy and
a time for grief... :'(
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