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Today is really blue... Everything is just screwed up at work... Sometime i just found myself like a sandwich... Whichever is just wrong; staying back to complete my stuff also need to heard nasty and sarcastic thing... Seriously, even though u are highly educated, ur behavior and attitude have shown me that u are so foolish and ignorance.... Yet I don't understand why do I take every word deeply? What thefuck am I thinking?
Can someone teach me how to survive through these few months... It just like hell to me whenever he Is around...
I think is time for me to go down and talk to myself again...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [10:40 PM]
Is a long journey to reach our destination but we will still reach our end point... This same goes for life and death is our end point...
27 nov, 15 April to 16 march
I have no idea how strong will I be to face all these day..
27 nov is a day I have to face the truth and accept the fact... In fact I wasn't given any choice at that moment... I missed my brave that I had five years ago or it just something that I put it on to give my mum a peace of mind? I think is not important anymore...
At a point of time I thought I have let go and really accepted it but when the days get nearer I realized that actually I had never let it go and accepted it.. Ib fact I just hid it in some unnoticeable corner..
We always tell others to 'Let go and move on and don't look at the past'
Is really easy to say thn to do... I am trying very hard coz sometimes I am tired of it also... But is really hard, really hard especially when it getting nearer to that day... I used to think I am the kind of person that is easy come and go... In fact I am the person that is easy come but not easy go... How sux is this...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [12:48 PM]
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Just done with setteling some stuff and left certain degree of sorrow over there...buried it if possible...
Finally understood what u thinking and what u gone through... Maybe it shld be a good start.. As for waiting, I will demand myself to wait patiently but when is my patient running low and what happen when is runnin low... I have no idea... This might also one of the thing I'm afraid off.. I really have no confidence due to so many failure and causing me to have trauma toward it... The only thing I can think of is to console myslf; take it as a form of test...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [12:19 PM]
The main character finally arrived... Did put any much hope on it... Hope all the best for everything....
Now we are just like a stranger...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [3:57 PM]
Count down to 2 days... sobs
Couldnt image how am i going to survive...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [8:35 PM]
點點頭 承認自己會怕黑
我只求 能借一點的時間來陪
你卻連同情都不給
想哭 來試探自己麻痺了沒
全世界 好像只有我疲憊
無所謂 反正難過就敷衍走一回
但願絕望和無奈遠走高飛...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [11:54 PM]
Lies give the deepest cut @ [10:39 PM]
Lies give the deepest cut @ [9:25 PM]
Just back from my first exam... I realized that I have not been taking exam alone for 7years... I really miss those days...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [10:19 PM]
Listening to song, reading our past sms...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [9:41 PM]
Lies give the deepest cut @ [9:19 PM]
At 11/11/11 11.11pm, I made a wish.. May u might think that I am ignorant but I DONT CARE!
Hope my wish may cone true unexpectedly....
Lies give the deepest cut @ [11:24 PM]
你好吗...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [3:49 AM]
One knife followed by another stabbed into my heart... Old wound and new wounds all begin to bleed uncontrollably again... I began to ask myself whether I shld give up anot...
7 years is it just gone with no reason? Or am I disturbing u?
I am really tired do u know?
Yet I don't want to give up... I took every initiative... I am tired
I feel like leaving here; every place is just full of the memories...All these are such a torture to me now...How long could I last?
Has been having cold for almost a month... Omg!
I don't believe in you but there ppl said that u do exist and also able to listen to us...
God, bring me along... I have enough over here...
Lies give the deepest cut @ [12:43 AM]
Randomly found this in facebook... It true.. I willing to share but not to everyone...
Meanwhile I hope the other do share as well but it seem that I still can't get ur trust in order for u to share...
双鱼座:朋友意味着分享和分担,无论幸福或是痛苦。
柔弱的双鱼座似乎随时随地都需要朋友。公平地说,鱼儿并不是把朋友作为情绪垃圾筒来使用的(尽管他们的确很喜欢向朋友抱怨和诉苦)。对他们来说,能倾听朋友的困难并在精神上给他们一些安慰和支持,是一件非常美妙的事。另外,鱼儿还很喜欢和朋友分享生活中关于物质享受的部分。无论是一家菜做得很好的小馆子、一个新上市的奶茶品牌,还是一个设计精致的记事本,他们都会在发现它们的第一时间,拉上自己的朋友去共同体验,然后在一起谈论它们的过程中获得乐趣。
Lies give the deepest cut @ [12:07 PM]
Have u ever hurts by anyone? It really hurts till you thought that u could cry it out to release some of the pain, yet u cant... I finally understood when ppl said that they can't cry it out as they are too painful...
This scar is so deep till I can't feel where is the depth.. It bleeding non stop till I don't know how to stop... The only I can do is to keep it in one of my corner...
我真的受伤了。你很厉害,有那个能力伤的我彻彻底底。
Lies give the deepest cut @ [1:40 AM]
There's time for tears,
a time for laughter,
a time for joy and
a time for grief... :'(
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